Jo-nathon's 1994 dodge stealth

well growing up all I know is that my mom was always a christian for as long as I can remember, and then there was my dad who was not a christian. So it was basically a house divided, so I wasn't always sure where to stand, so I'd end up just doing what my mom said so that I'd be on her good side but I really didn't grasp the meaning of what it meant to be a christian or to have a relationship with christ. My dad wanted nothing to do with it he would sometimes stay home and not even go to church with us but most of the time he did, but then my mom and dad went to see some famous preacher guy, and that night when my dad came home he was like a totaly different person and it shocked me, so from then on he has inspired me, I had became christian some time after that. but until recently I've realized one thing that being a christian with out a relationship with God is the most empty most unsatisfying thing that you could probably do. And its not always something you'll want to do, but only He can give you this desire. Philippians 4:13