Qpassions's 2003 Nissan Altima

My Journey began before I was born. But I am going to fast forward to early summer of 2004, when I had a miscarriage. I was six weeks pregnant. My husband and I were devastated. My husband got over it more quickly than I did. I went through 5 months of depression. During that time I was angry. I have always been honest with God. I always told Him bluntly how I felt. I was mad and I let Him know it. I wanted an answer of why life was taken from me. If I had faith He will continue to bless me. Why did He bless me and then take it away from me. He was trying to give me an answer but I was hard headed.
So one day in October 2004 he decided to get my attention and said to me, I know you have faith in Me and My word but you do not trust Me. I stopped continued to listen. The Holy Spirit cleared the path for me to understand that my faith was my confidence in God and His word but in order for my to receive full grace I have to trust Him by committing to and obeying Him.

All my life God lead me into the right direction. He showed me the map. It was my stubbornness, attitude and selfish power trip that interfered with God?s plan for me. I thought I knew what was best for me. I knew the plan on how to deal with trials and tribulations. But it would always find me. That all changed when I said ?yes I trust You Lord? on December 5th.

I don?t regret all that I went through as a young child and through these beginning years of my adult hood. Now I know it was Pure Joy. Pure Joy because it is God?s plan. And it is all worth it at the when you and I see Jesus.

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, when ever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything, if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. James 1: 2-5 "