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rrjcox's 2005 Nissan Sentra

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2005 Nissan Sentra


Vehicle Make & Model

Silver 2005 Nissan Sentra   (find similar)

Engine Mods

under construction

have added a new Predator exhaust system to it.

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Quarter Mile



Exterior

under construction

getting some graphics put on the side

Interior

under construction

purple seat covers with butterflies on them.

Suspension

In the process of lowering 2 inches.

Exhaust



Wheels

right now I have stock wheels on it.

Tires



Audio & Video

Rockford Fosgate CD Player with 6 disc CD chaner, 10 in sub with Clarion amp

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Testimony

Okay here goes!! I don't even know where to start, so I'll go back as far as I can remember. I can remember back when I was about 5 years old and my great grandmother would make me go to church. She was disabled or I know that she would havewent with me. But I can remember being dragged out to the church bus on Sunday mornings. I really did not want to go to that church. It was a FWB church, and the people there just thought they were better than everyone. I know that it's not like that at every free will baptist, but it was at this one. Finally once they realized that I was hiding in the bathrooms because I didn't want to face their criticism, my family stopped making me go.

Then I started to attend something called prayer meeting. My great grandmother, beign disabled and all, had people come to her house once a week and they got a preacher to come in and we would have a sercvice in her house every Tuesday night. The preacher and a majority of the attenders were penecostal. They are a lively group, but I enjoyed it.

Then I started to stray. About 15 years old I started smoking, cussing and hanging with a BAD crowd. Then one night in July when I was 16, someone I thought I could trust took advantage of me in the worst possible way. The guy that I called my boyfriend raped me. When I told a friend of mines mother, she confronted him with it and he told her it was a lie and that if I filed charges it was his word against mine. I was 16 and niave and he was 23 and in the Navy, so I assumed that I didn't stand a chance. So natuarally I kept my mouth closed.

But after that, I didn't care about anything any more. I became sexually active with guys just to let them know that hey I am in control NOT YOU!!!! I started using drugs heavily. I even got kicked out of school for posession of drugs and had to go to court and do community service. I always blamed everything on my family life and believe me it was no picnic, but now I realize that I am accountable for my actions and only I.

My mom and dad divorced when I was about 2 I think. I lived with my grandparents until I was 6 because my mom had had me at 16, and she wanted to do her "own" thing. So, naturally my grandparents became and will probably will always be my parents.

We all moved to North Carolina from Virginia when I was 6 years old and I started school down here. I can remember being a normal child.

My mother and father remarried and they both had other children. My mother lived and still lives in North Carolina and had 3 boys and my father at the time lived in Virginia but now in Texas and had 2 girls. I never got to develop a relationship with my sisters like I would have liked, but my brothers and I are pretty close, even with the age difference. I am currently 24, Blake is 18, Tyler is getting ready to turn 16, and Colby is 12.
Anyway, my step father is an alcoholic. He would go out and get drunk and come home and beat my mom bad..... This went on just about every weekend until 1992. My mom was and is addicted to pain medication. She has had 5 back surgeries and 1 knee surgery and is bi-polar, so I had to grow up fast.

I wasn't allowed to hang out with friends because I had to come home and take care of my 3 brothers. I rarely asked any one to come and spend the night because of fear of what they might see. I hid this about my life for what I thought was very good. But everyone else says they knew. I was always labeled as "little mama", and I made a promise that I did not want kids(guess God had something else in mind huh?).


Then in 1997 the summer of my senior year in high school, I had been to get my senior pics done. When I got home I had to start my regular chores, cookin, laundry, helping all my brothers with homework and baths, etc..... and my step father started hitting me. I started fighting back and we ended up in the back yard fighting like a couple of teenagers!!!

Well I moved out and moved in with my grandmother. I went wild!!!! I started going to clubs all the time(remember however I was only 17) and get drunk and whatever happened, happened.

Then I met my husband. We dated, got engaged, married, pregnant..........To sum it up, one night a friend of ours invited us to a picnic at their family church. I thought sure why not I have nothing else to do!!! That night listening to the service, Jesus moved through me in a way that I never thought possible. After the service, I went to the pastor and with his hlep I accepted Jesus into my heart!!! About two months later my husband did the same and together with our daughter still in my womb, we were baptized as a family.... There are still to this day, times that I have to ask Him to forgive me and rededicate myself to him, but I thought it would be nice to share my testimony with you guys....I tried to sum it up as short as possible, but......


Love,

Rachel






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